Love ~ Fate ~ Drama ~ ends up in Faith!
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I was feeling emotional last night. I realised I loved you from the core of my heart when I did. And when we experience this kind of magical/ Intense bond in relationship then even if love fades the connection should exist. This I am talking from my perspective. I have no clue what you felt for me then and what you feel for me now. I have these thoughts may be coz I am going through lot spiritual kriyas and studying theories about life and afterlife with Guru.
If you find this funny or irrelavant just smile and ignore
No specific reason
But somehow I am getting this urge of wrapping up things. Closing emotional wounds. Forgiving people who have not been fair with me. Making a will and keeping financials as easy so that if something happens to me or my husband the other should face any problem. Getting in touch with people who really mattered once upon a time.
So sending you that message was the part of that process too I guess
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Everything depends on perceptions of the viewer / thinker / observer. Expressing any feeling with expectations would conclude in sadness and frustration. Descriminative thinking is the basic difference of humans from animals. As we may have seen in animals behaviour, it never gives up even if gets rejected by its master. Similarly loving someone / something unconditionally is differing from expressing the love towards it.
Once a jewish rabbaai said, if a person says "he/she loves fish", that does not mean that fish is really being loved; but in the next moment the fish will be caught and prepared as a food for the same person. This will mean that person only loved himself / herself.
Solution would be to accept the world as it is, and move on with its flow. If capable help someone whos seek help from you!